Tomorrow Jude will turn one. It does not seem like a year has passed since I held him in my arms for the first time. I remember the night he was born, the doctor laid him on my chest and he fell fast asleep. I had never felt so much love as I did in that moment. I still remember how small and warm his little body felt on my chest. It was the happiest moment in my life.
After leaving the hospital, everyday brought on a new struggle for Jude. It was not what I had expected and many days it has been hard, but Jude has brought more love in my life than I could of known. He has taught me that I have been blessed enough to be chosen as his mother...someone who will motivate and bring so much joy to life. He has taught me that things can wait...the laundry will still be there tomorrow, but his silly baby giggles will be gone before I know it. He has taught me to not stress about the small things. Most importantly, he has taught me to see all the good in my life. Every single day he makes me a better person. He is my hero, my inspiration, my hope, and my sunshine. The past 365 I have been blessed with an angel. I do not know how I got so lucky but I know the next 365 days I will cherish, honor, and love every moment with him. Happy Birthday Jude! I love you more than you will ever know.
